do you ever feel so….disliked and invisible?? that when someone touches you or acknowledges you in the slightest it makes you feel like you’re not as much of a loser as you think you are?? that you’re actually worthy of someone’s time???
there are like 3 people I just want to talk to constantly and when i’m not talking to them I am thinking of what to say to them and even when I have nothing to say I wanna be around them and so I literally just say the first things off the top of my head to keep conversation bc I enjoy their company and I just love them idk